i collasped.

Bad hair day. i had my haircut yesterday and it turned out outrageous. Its too loud. Without my hairband, i look boyish because its short. The people will start yakking again.

School is rather straineous these days, with my emotions running high and low, fluctuating as and when it fancies. Fickle. Going to school has become a chore, rather than an enjoyment like it used to be. Sometimes i hate staying in school till the late evenings. Meow. Maybe things will get better. Just like Midori said : "Tomorrow will be a better day ; i believe." She may do the most unthinking and irritable things sometimes, but I love the way she makes herself strong, the way she stays strong and that undying effort to keep up with everything she needs to keep up with. And somehow i feel that she's the most sensible one amongst us all.

There. My brother's using his labtop again. Meow. I wish i could get one too, though i don't know what for. We're talking on MSN though we're sitting in the same room, making full use of modern technology.

why am i waiting.

I'd a terrible day. Chinese was a blast. Cheryl, Claudine and I were being mega destructive in class and Miss Foo got really angry and upset. I had to fa zhan for almost an hour. I think its a tough job teaching, not to mention teaching 4D. Well, we've been known for the most incrutable faces, irritable pranks, bad attitudes, late homeworks, unpunctuality, high ability to make noise, indifference and so on. Every teacher complains. Oh, but hey, leave the bad attitudes to Dara, Adeline and I. We Dominate =) I don't understand why Miss Lee somehow feels relieved that she's finally got a councillor in class. She was telling Addy and I the other day that this is the most difficult class she had taught since the millenium. I think most teachers are quite pleased with the fact that we're a graduating class. Thats why they constantly remind us about the fact that we're having our O' Levels in 10 sickening months. We collected class photos today and I wrote Claudine a rather long autograph that filled her whole entire page. I kept telling her that she looks possessed in the photo X) Before english, Dara and I were playing. She attempted to kick me and i pulled her leg, causing her to fall. As i was busy laughing, i tripped over the hump at the side of the corridor, fell and knocked my ankle, causing a slight sprain. Dara Toh Shi Xian had the last laugh this time.

After school, another clumsy case happened. Guess what. I went to my locker, got my cheese biscuits and walked up the staircase. When i was on the last fourth step, i tripped, fell and spilled my drink all over the place, my hand and bag. A balaku was formed instantaneously on my shin. In the name of intense pain and distress, I whined my way to class only to find Lin and Jo laughing at me without any sympathy of any form, as usual. I officially declare them the most uncompassionate people of the day. It is not very funny when you see someone falling, for the second time of the day, on the staircase, is it. I had to spend half an hour washing up the mess i created on the steps, excluding the time I spent extracting that stupid tub out of the toilet bowl. Naturally in a bad mood, i swung my arms around, grumbling to Jo and my hand just banged against the huge locker with that odd colour matching. No, its not over yet. I still had to endure the pain in my throat and the agony of a fever. In the end, i went home feeling unsteady psycologically, emotionally and physically. But i'm proud that i didn't reach out my hand and go home via the express way =)

Bel didn't turn up for school. I shouldn't have either. I feel sick. Maybe its because i've been skipping meals and all. Meow. I've been having a bad cough, diarrhoea and fever. I ate and vomitted again. This is a bad bad bad story. Maybe i am becoming a cat. Sometimes i suspect that i am like one, since almost everyone's telling me that. But i don't want to transform =(